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The ST Experience is my Roman Empire
#no way it was unrelated to the plot#no way the colors didn't mean something#no way the group names don't completely align with willelmike's strengths#no way they didn't have byler glued together on purpose#GODDD#it's too much#st experience#stranger things experience#st theory#st theories#st5 theory#st5 theories#byler theory#byler theories#willelmike#stranger things#mike wheeler#will byers#el hopper byers#stranger things theories#stranger things theory#st brainrot#byler#< target audience#st color theory
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#not art (yet!!!!)#preddy good kristen I got goin on in this piece#for some reason my brain isnt letting me do this one. been stalling on it for a good few days. but I intend to break thru it#I need to put this on paper at least once#(its space sweepers. I think it would be funny if the kids are in that universe too but theyre just like off to the side doing their own#thing pretty much unrelated to the main plot. theyre delivery people. theyre all still teens. they get up to shenanigans and then#one day they look up like huh the guy who founded eden fucking died?? when#kristen specifically I got a decent amount hashed out in my brain somehow. she's like an engineered messiah with a grafted engine#along her upper body skeleton that'd let her spontaneously rearrange objects on a molecular level#so she can theoretically knit wounds or cure diseases by thinking abt it very hard#sadly the engine of course takes enormous amount of energy to power. so most of the time in practice she just#has a half-metal skeleton that doesn't do anything. so she's buff as shit on the upper side and one of her punches can break your neck#but her mobility is limited and she sprains her ankles like every other week. her shins have broken like a few times#I genuinely love the way her shoes n braces look in this one its very fun#there are a lot of choices I made in this one that are so fun and also just like. a result of putting them in space sweepers#and thinking to myself here and there hey this would be cool if it harkens back to their canon designs#not riz tho other than being human he is fully exactly like how he looks in canon. hes just like that#hes the navigator and he charts their courses by hand with a school calculator#(also technically their legal counselor since he's sorta responsible for not putting them in traffic control's hands)#drawing this does make me realise a lot of these dynamics are really fun lol. idk if Im gonna ever do anything like proper for this but#at the very least if I draw this the idea will be out there)
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if anything I think hairo is closer to being canonically aroace than saiki is
specifically because of his line of not feeling that way with anyone
definitely definitely 💯 him being unsure of his sexuality because hes never been attracted to anyone before is just jenskskakskska i love him, and you can interpret that in SO many ways, but yeah hes wayyy closer to canon aroace than saiki is.
#him talking about his sexuality actually came from a genuine place#unlike mr 'i dont care about romantic relationships' who proceeds to stalk people and is obsessed with romance#and most things saiki said about romance are for reasons completely unrelated to his sexuality#and usually entirely related to his issues with personal connection#which the entire fucking plot of the show is about him learning to be okay with#obviously hairo still isnt canonically anything but imo hes way easier to see as aroace than saiki#i have to seriously stretch it to see saiki as aroace unless hes maybe demiromantic#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#hairo kineshi#saiki kusuo#meows post
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somebody said alnst was an example of burying your gays bc theyre doomed and its like. no? that isnt what burying your gays is? at all? media literacy please come back i need you
#alnst#alien stage#theyre doomed and happen to be gay#they arent dying cuz theyre gay or gay because theyre dying#theyre gay bc vivinos has a history of producing queer media#and theyre doomed because alien stage is a tragic story that will most likely have a bad ending#they are both but the causes of being both are unrelated to each other#and burying your gays in its actual uses makes gay characters “more expendable” than straight ones#but in alnst the focus is on gay characters and their deaths are the groundwork and plot of the series#there is no expendability#and they arent being removed from the plot in the way burying your gays is meant to do#sua and ivan are still very important characters despite death that get good attention from the series?#and the gay characters (mizisua and ivantill) are more important to the story than the “straight characters” (hyunaluka)#if alien stage is an example of the bury your gays trope its doing a really fucking awful job at what that trope is meant to do#they are gay people who happen to be dead#its not related and it isnt homophobic they just happen to both be true and coexisting#gay people can have tragic storylines without being discriminated against
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I’m a trans man that recently got diagnosed with hyper mobile eds, so now seeing Steve makes me extra happy, because cool disabled ftm rep. Thanks for making the radical dude bro, he’s funky.
same disability (waving hand emoji)
Always extremely fulfilling to know my work makes people happy in some small way, it means a lot. Thank you for sharing with me
#I dont talk about having eds cause its not specifically really relevant to my work#been diagnosed with it since 17. woag 10 years next april...#anyways. yeah idk I like the blog to be about my art and I'm used to people asking me a LOT of questions about EDS or disability or canes#just a lot of stuff unrelated to my art. I'm happy to talk about it but I don't want it to be the focus of my blog!#So I've p much chosen to mostly just. not talk about it. even though I'm literally fine talking about it#it's just rarely relevant and no one needs to know LOL#but. I also know that EDS can feel very lonely#and that it's really nice to know other people out there have it#so. hi anon you're not alone#also just in case. literally don't feel bad about anything in the tags here LOL#mostly just like 'please people do not start sending me asks about whether or not you should go to the doctor'#or asks about ableist family members#or venting about pain...#just a lot of invasive and boundary crossing asks the more I talk about it hahahah#but I don't mind sharing at all.#sorry I think I lost the plot on this one#good luck on your journey. starting to accomodate yourself does wonders#and really just extremely happy my work could reach you in this way#sending you love#asks#anon
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i think one of the things i'll always appreciate abt maomao is that even though she's the protag, it's not really that the world revolves around her or that things always happen to her, it's more that she gets involved in things (usually at the request of other ppl but whatever) that usually don't affect her immediately. idk but it's nice that she's kind of our dispassionate window into palace life instead of the person everything happens to
#hm... idk if i worded that right it's kinda incoherent#probably just my personal preference bc i slightly dislike when things start Happening to someone just by virtue of being the protag lol#i understand that that's the whole point of the plot but im like that would not happen irl /hj#i love maomao.... i love that the book flat out states her budding sense of justice and then we see her execute that by not being completel#transparent with the higher ups in order to protect a multitude of women in the ways she can access#knh logs#the apothecary diaries#unrelated but#i also wonder abt her and gaoshun... he's so pragmatic about his job and treating her as a pawn and useful card but she thinks hes very#considerate and would make a fantastic husband (then learns that he is a husband lol) but like. the relationship arrow descriptions would g#insane: 'gaoshun felt bad for the young woman [...] let people say the way those cards were gained sometimes required cruelty'#vs idk. some quote on maomao's end about him being perceptive and truly helpful etc etc aaaaahh....#well. at least he calls her xiaomao. pokes her cheeks . cute......
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To be fair, the whole, “I’ll come back to you even if you don’t promise to wait,” is a line pulled directly from OG FFVII. It’s mentioned late game by Cid (who hilariously went to see a showing of loveless in Midgar but fell asleep then woke up just in time to view this ending scene 😂). But if you wanna deep dive on the meaning of this line, it’s worth noting that a version of the line is used in FFVIII in reference to the main ship of that installment — Rinoa and Squall — who also happen to be another mage/swordsman pair. And if you wanna go big brain square enix energy, there’s also the famous, “I’ll come back to you; I promise…I know you will,” between Sora and Kairi in Kingdom Hearts when he goes off on another journey while she awaits his return. If you go down those rabbit holes, it seems square really has a type for their main pairs, no?
I don't remember that line in OG FF7, but it's been years since I played it so I'll take your word for it. But you're right that similar lines/sentiments pop up frequently in other FF and KH games, so yeah, Square has a type. I still think the conversation between Cloud and Aerith in KH2 is the quickest and easiest parallel to make here though, considering the same pair can have basically the same interaction, in an entirely different game. Yes, Cloud could also have this conversation in the play with T or Y. But only Aerith's would have the added depth of being a potential callback/reference to another moment the pair shared.
And considering this game liked to callback to several moments between Cloud and Aerith in the previous game (him remembering their first meeting being what snaps him out of Sephiroth's control, the "will you be okay getting back", "if I said I wasn't" in the ending...) I think it's totally reasonable to assume that Square might have subtly referenced at least one Clerith moment from outside the compilation.
#clerith#final fantasy#final fantasy vii#i had to restrain myself from going on about how clearly aerith is meant to be rosa and she's absolutely the canon date#which. is true but is a bit of an unrelated tangent is this case and also i don't want to get dragged into ship wars#i'll just say that even beyond the surface level of rosa being a magic/staff user... there are lots of little things in aerith's favor#(specifically certain lines and physical gestures)#and those things add up. anyone paying attention (& knows the OG 7 plot) should know. it's OBVIOUS she's meant to be rosa#which is a huge contributing factor to why she's canon. just from a narrative perspective...#it makes WAY more sense to have the plot focus on aerith from just before the date (the battle square convo with dio. her writing NPTK)...#and STAY on her for the literal rest of the game... than it does to focus heavily on her before & after a sudden interlude with someone ELS#(hell and DURING. considering she ALWAYS sings after the play. and cloud ALWAYS gets a closeup looking enamored)#especially if half of that interlude - the play - has that someone else playing a role CLEARLY meant for aerith
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This rant on Enterprise turns into Trip/T'Pol (implied /Archer) about halfway through ToT
I'm in general so mixed on Enterprise. On the one hand I think it does some stuff very well, on the other it falls so short of its potential and often self-censors to refuse to actually tackle moral issues or just goes with the still-fucked-up status quo (made even MORE irritating by the fact they write Archer SO kind and good usually - they'll write him say "we dont believe in one person owning another you're free to do as you wish" after helping a slave run away from their master, which makes sense, then fucking write him condoning slavery and returning a slave and saying they shouldn't have tried to help... which is so out of character And Anti Star Trek's goal of working for a better future its painful). I want to love it but there's just too many shortcomings in it that... I would expect of a 90s show being censored by networks and higher ups, but not of a 2000s show when other shows were pushing the limits farther. I want Star Trek to aspire for a better future, it hurts when its actively avoiding that. (However: im not saying i dislike the crew attitudes, them being immature and intolerant and impulsive and human-centric makes sense given its their first time interacting with the bigger world, and they grow, and its all very in character and makes sense. What doesn't make sense is whenever writing tries to do something brave, then backpedals and contradicts itself so weirdly you know someone was told "do NOT write that, write that the slave needs to to back to their master NOW" or "i know we just made a metaphor for AIDS but you shouldnt have and its too late to change the whole episode i guess, so make sure the gay metaphor people lose their jobs." Its just frustrating as fuck. I can TELL some writers were trying hard to tell meaningful and brave stories, and got told midway through or at the end "NO, undo the point your script is making NOW"
And then on the shallow side? I can see some surface level decisions they made (perhaps as a result of playing it safer rather than braver but whatever the reason). Like Archer/Trip/T'Pol having some key similarities to Kirk/McCoy/Spock in terms of their main traits being a balanced leader taking into account emotion and logic as he embodies passion, a more emotionally expressive and motivated leader, a more logically motivated leader. I can see Archer/TPol as a romantic relationship explored is so much (at least initially) what if we did spirk again, but theyre a guy and girl so we can just SAY theyre sexually attracted on screen. (What couldve been? Imagine a world where all 3 were women, and they pursued a spirk type lesbian couple explicitly, that couldve been something no show before did. Or if TPol was explored as explicitly trans more, and it never affected Archer or Trips attraction to her - her being a vulcan being the only thing they're even debating handling - how that couldve done something new and brave TOS didnt do and TNG didnt do, both having interspecies friendships, and straight romances). Then the show goes: okay what if we try emotional/logical romantic pairing? With Trip/TPol.
Which while not brave (many a logical/emotional pair on star trek shows platonic and romantic, many an interspecies straight relationship on star trek at this point), is a dynamic that TOS didnt make explicitly romantic. Like making a straight spirk equivalent, making a straight spones equivalent is... interesting, can be explicit (since the show clearly didnt want to do an explicit queer relationship), and Trip and TPol are really secondary main characters so thats interesting. Whereas DeAnna and Riker... TNG bounced between the crew enough they maybe had less focus, perhaps. And... one one level (as nonstop with Enterprise) I'm a bit frustrated they didnt try for braver writing choices.
But on another I'm like: okay. Fine. You want to try to see how a straight spones like romantic relationship plays out. Then DO it. The show decides fine, its going to constantly imply TPol might get romantically involved with Archer or Trip (even into season 3 implying she got romantic with Archer when she caretaked him for 12 years in the alternate future with rhe parasites, having her kiss Sim with Trips memories). While I'd like a woman lead whos not constantly involved in ships... if thats what the show wants to do, I can invest in it. I can believe she might like them both. (I think the poly Archer/Trip/TPol shippers are imagining a better alternative that would make more sense if the romances were Committed to). The show then... toys with both ideas. Slowly. Like it doesnt want to commit to one (but despite acknowledging polyamory with Phlox's wife and Trip, does not want to write actual polyamory on the crew relationships), so it makes TPol seem to like both men. It writes both mens feelings very fleetingly, so the audience doesnt get too much hope ONE of the men will try to start a relationship, and then places all three of them in this weird schrodingers cat situation.
(And oh, can you imagine a more bravely written Enterprise? Where TPol tells Phlox she likes Archer and Trip, Phlox suggests just having 2 husbands - "sorry, boyfriends, subcommander, you don't need to decide to bond long term right away"
and she silently mulls over that discussion, they continue the holding pattern of the men saying almost nothing about their crushes, until one neuropressure session TPol asks "have you and the captain ever been intimate?" And Trip is baffled, thinks TPol means just a massage like this... but might mean sex or kissing. So he asks what she means. She says "in a romantic sense..." Trip goes "No, why? Did you hear gossip from the crew... because that would be wild. Them talking about us, and him." TPol responding with "I have heard a partocularly crude comment once. About the three of us having dinner alone." Trip: "From who. I'll straighten them out, that kind of talk shouldn't be happening. It's beyond disrespectful- does the captain know a crewmember said-" TPol: "It was a long time ago. It hasn't happened since. I simply ask now about you and the captain, in case it had some basis in prior real activity." And so Trip says, "Well. No. It's an odd thing for people to say. I think they were just being disrespectful... I'm sorry you were dragged into it." TPol nods. Then decides, after minutes of silence, to ask: "Would you be opposed to intimate contact with the captain?" Trip: "Well no... of course I'd massage him if he- what kind of contact do you mean, TPol?" TPol simply shrugs and says she was just asking, its fine if he doesnt answer. Then finally she mutters, stil torn about how far she wants to inform him: "I have reason to believe the captain may... wish sometimes, that I was closer to him."
Trip jumps up, as if worried she's being harassed by Archer, but her steady gaze stops him and he doesn't spill out all the things he was going to say. TPol: "I am not sure if anything will come of it. I suppose, only if I pursued the matter." Trip blinks, sitting close to her since he jumped up, face to face, his expression shocked then falling before he can control it. He suddenly realizes, she might be telling him she wants Archer. He didn't realize- he didn't think so far ahead, he supposes he wants her to be happy, so he shouldnt feel crushed he has no chance with her, he didnt even realize he wanted the opportunity to see if she'd want him until now- now that it's clear there will never be that opportunity. "Well, what do you-" he starts. She cuts him off, her gaze still steady and direct, "I am uncertain if you would be amenable to us persuing...further intimacy."
Trip is unable to compute what he's hearing, so he just stares back, not ready to open his mouth until his brain catches up with him. She can't be saying what she said, it makes no sense-
She leans forward and presses her lips to his, when the silence stretches out and he does not appear to understand her question. She wants to know, if this is something he wants too. Or an assumption on her part which is beyond reality, which was fed into by Phlox and his very unvulcan-and unhuman-views on such matters. She should not have taken advice from someone who didn't grasp her or those she cares about's feelings. Norms. Desires to act or not act.
Trip only starts to kiss back when she's pulling away. He stops when she's apart, the two of them looking at each other, both seeing more unknowns than they did before.
"You like me?"
Trip sees TPol's subtle eye squint, might as well be an eye roll on her, and immediately whatever he was worried about melts away. Because she's clearly comfortable, she's just irritated he isn't already caught up to her own thoughts, and is relaxed enough to show it. God help him in figuring out how far she wants his mind to jump.
"Course. You did. We did-"
"We did." She repeats, the slightest tone of humor at waiting for him to catch up with the obvious.
"Well. I'm flattered." He's probably blushing. Her eyelashes flutter, but refuse to hide her gaze away, and he figures she's equally flustered right about now. "I like you too, obviously."
The tightness spreading in her expression indicates, no, that was abdolutely not obvious to her- and she thinks she took a damn big risk just now, and he should recognize that.
"I like you too," he says, putting more weight on the words, leaning forward to grab her hand and holding it. To try and impress how much he realizes this is a big deal.
He has no idea what his gesture means, to her, the way he's radiating just how much he cares, how hard that is to ignore-even when she's extremely practiced in ignoring any signs of it when they're in proximity, when they're often touching in these sessions. This touch is different. Even if she blocks out everything, except for her own tumultous insides, his touch is so gentle. Resolute as the expression directed at her.
"That is fortunate," she finally replies.
He thinks that's an understatement, still holding her hand. Unsure what to do next, what T'Pol would want.
After a while, to break the tension- to give himself a break from the open uncertainty in the air, or maybe give T'Pol a moment without unmitigated emotion to wade through. "Wait. Why did you bring up the captain, anyway?"
"As I said, I have reason to believe he desires... further intimacy as well."
A million things he could say: are you sure? Did the captain act disrespectfully? What can I do so that you feel better? Who's gossiping and do you want me to demote then (even though you could and probably already have if you wanted that)? Instead he asks: "Is that something you want?"
T'Pol considers, taking in Trip's expression- not hurt, but certainly vulnerable, open. Clinging to her hand still as if it will kill him if their connection were to break, and yet his mouth falls open to wonder if she'd like him to withdraw. The way his eyebrows shift, the way his expression betrays that it would agonize his heart to do so, but he would slip away in a heartbeat if it would please her. Hopefully, he would say something as he did- so she could piece together his own desires on the matter- but regardless, he would try his best to accomodate her needs first. Perhaps only, if she doesn't push him to confide in her.
"I'm not sure," she answers honestly. "But. I would prefer an arrangement where... you are happy."
Trip laughs. "Well that's not exactly fair," he smiles, in contradiction to his words. "That's what I was going to say."
#star trek enterprise#st enterprise#trip x t'pol#trip x t'pol x archer#rant#lb#i mean half my point is unrelated lol#and im only in season 3#i just... i can imagine the Version where TPol is written more PROACTIVE#instead of sexily objectified sometimes the way she is for plot :/#(and trans while we are at it!)#and i think in a better version the command trio are in a polycule#that archer half participates in while half insisting as Captain he should not focus on romance and concerned itd infere with giving comman#but still part of the polycule dinners and occassional intimate times sjsje
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VAMPIRE ERA LETS GO. have you seen. Midnight Mass on Netflix....
i have seen enough of it to be obsessed with the themes they approach with it!! the ending scene where they all sing on the bank as the sun rises has lived in my brain rent free since ive seen it
#asks#mike flanagans work in general i love. the game im going to run will be taking influence from bly manor among other things#i need to sit down and watch midnight mass in full but i know of the plot beats the big twist and the ending#takes off my shirt to reveal another shirt underneath that says 'i love gothic lit and gothic themes'#also unrelated but i also have started watching kevin can fuck himself at your recommendation and i love the way it was filmed
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Ep 4 :)
#I LIKE Dostoyevsky. I like how mysterious and unreadable he is. What is his goal!!!! Why does he do what he does!!!!!!! He's very cool#I think knowing his ability now REALLY adds to his character. Him being so smart so manipulative so disruptive in the way he–#seemingly kills people on touch! Only added to this impression of him being “demon” and “inhuman”#But now that we know his ability you realize... That's all his doing; no ability.#His ability in a way does help humanize him by reaffirming that except for the moment he dies– he's got no superpower at all!!!#It's just him.#And yet at the same time also solves the exact opposite role of dehumanizing him because if it's not his ability that makes him like *that*#then he's even different than other ability users!!! Then‚ if not an ability user‚ if not a non ability user: what is //he//?#It's all SO compelling!!! Also makes for an extremely insightful narrative parallel with Dazai#Not an ability user not a non ability user. Not good not evil. (I feel like Dostoyevsky does exceed the definitions of good and evil as–#much as Dazai does. If he causes evil‚ yet does so with the intention of bringing salvation to humans– is he really *simply* evil?)#Both have these borderline superpowers that make them extraordinary beings (we can call it super intelligence‚ but it goes from controlling#their own heartbit to everything else) but are unrelated to their respective abilities! Once again making them neither this or that#I find Karma's words at the end to be extremely insightful.“Ace was evil for sure‚ but this man isn't even evil.#He's a being from the beyond. A being that exceeds human limits.” Like!!! That's all that there is to it!!!!!!#Back to this chapter / episode. There's some themes / worldvies once again I don't agree with but narrative wise I think it's extraordinary#I feel like after the Guild arc the writing really matured a lot and this is a kind of preview of what the doa arc is going to be like#(aka very very well written especially if compared to the previous arcs)#The plot twists of this episode are all so unpredictable and exciting!!! I think it's remarkably witty how it takes advantages of previous–#clichés - villains always revealing details about their own ability in a way that is quite baffling - to actually surprise the audience.#It's so effective. How skillfully unpredictable Dostoyevsky is to the point you can never guess what he will do next!!!#Him killing Karma is... Idk so so soooooooo interesting. I could talk about this forever but I'm being very dispersive in the rable and–#running out of tags. The whole episode you're sorta rooting for Dostoyevsky. He's very cool and comes out charming in the way he keeps–#surprising the audience. He looks bothered by Ace's disregard of other people's lives and that makes him sympathetic too.#But then he kills Karma out of nowhere and it's an “Ah! You fell for his lies too– remember he's nothing but evil. He cares just as little#about life as Ace does”. And then??? Karma in his last words is himself so generous in his words to Dostoyevsky. It's baffling.#And it almost feels like thenarrative is once again turning around and telling you you should root for Dostoyevsky.#It's endlessly fascinating.#I have more to say about the worldviews I don't share and the art style Dostoyevsky was portrayed with this episode (love it!!)#But alas ran out of tags
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this is your sign to PLAY MR RAINER'S SOLVE-IT SERVICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#PLEASE its genuinely SO GOOD. i love it so much#though hello charlotte changed my dna mrsis is my favorite etherane game#idk man i just connected w it way more like. it made sense to me#which is funny cuz i still dont understand ANYTHING that happened in that game. I HAVE NO IDEA I DONT KNOWWWWWWWWWWW#which is ALSO funny cuz thats ALSO why i resonated w it so much.#“oh he doesnt know anything hes just like me for real” -> doesnt know anything that happened in the game#i dont think this will make sense for you unless u played it lol#it left me feeling empty after i finished it just like signalis#like i felt like i was looking at something. an event? something happening? but i had no context nor anything to know why or what was reall#happening#though it still made me feel things. does it make sense??#they made me feel empty BECAUSE i didnt knew/understood what was happening . but it was horrible and heartbreaking and i was sad and it was#worse because i didnt know why i was sad. DOES THAT MAKE ANY SENSE???????????????? IM GOING INSANE#i was going to write more but i lost the plot this doenst make any sense#im sad af man for reasons unrelated to this#anyways
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crim has one HELL of a singing voice btw. ik realistically it'd be kinda fucked from how long he's smoked but he's also a demon in hell and i don't. care jshdjsjfjs
#//he doesnt sing often at all but like. he COULD.#//now im thinking about. did moxx get it from crim or did crim get it from moxx#//“it” being their love of music#//( plot twist they both got it from mrs kn.olastname /j )#//on an unrelated note listen to s.eth mcfarlands cover of my way#ᴋɪɴᴅ ᴡᴏʀᴅꜱ ᴀɴᴅ ʟɪᴇꜱ ᴡᴏɴ'ᴛ ꜱᴀᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ ɴᴇᴄᴋ // headcanon.
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the level of BRAINROT that shipping has caused in fandom circles is unfathomable to me btw. like two characters will like Be Nice to each and maybe even.... become friends... and next thing I know there's 50+ dissertation length posts discussing how these two characters are made for each other and if the writers do anything but make them canon then they shall be hunted for sport. anyone in fandom that disagrees will be hung drawn and quartered.
#this is not me saying saying shipping is bad this is me saying that so often it is taken WAY too seriously and to an extreme#like some of you are just out here LYING about things that characters did or said to try and alleviate your ship above others#ive become an avid hater of any and all ships and its completely unrelated to the characters and everything to do with fandom culture#to be clear: if you want to write a lengthy analysis abt a non canon ship u love and how you interpret it that fucking fine#its the drama that im talking about... how 'shipping wars' start and how people will completely disregard characterisation and plot to forc#a ship to work therefore almost always making characters Worse.#and then how interpreting anything to be non-romantic or non-sexual is somehow ignorant and bellitiling#i am very 😑 abt both romance and sex as a aroace person so i like to put most things under a 'platonic' light or just in different context#but the pressure that is felt to conform to interpreting EVERYTHING as a ship is crazy#the allonormativity/amatonormativity in fandom makes me want to (starts vomiting)#misc#this is not at anyone in particular btw this is just general frustration#hattie talks
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#tfw u spend the day being catastrophically depressed then u remember how kush1na uzumak1 is treated by the plot of#narut0 and u get so fucking angry that u stop thinking abt how miserable u r for 2hrs as u furiously draw out an idea#it makes me so fucking mad. but like in a way that fun bc its like who cares its not that serious#and when i get depressed i just like. i dont give a fuck abt anything. there is a film between me and everything and nothing can touch me#except apparently my fucking insane feelings about narut0. like im genuinely so embarrassing when ppl irl make the mistake of talking abt#narut0 to me irl. like i get SO excited. i move my arms a lot and stamp my feet and just get real enthusiastic and my voice goes all weird#and i cant get my thoughts straight bc i have so so so much to say. which is like fine. its just embarrassing to me personally#bc i kno i tent to stay on the subjects im interested in for way longer than most ppl would probably enjoy#and after i watched star trek into darkness in hs i was like at my peak star trek phase and i was talking a mile a minute#and then my sister was like: y is your voice all weird? and it was like she slapped me in the face. slapped me thru time. u bitch 😭#this is y im not allowed to enjoy things 😭 also bc im annoying abt it. ugh. anyway. point is i got so mad abt the misogyny of kishimoto#that i forgot how fucking awful i was feeling for a minute. so thank u for hating women so much u fucking bastard lol#when will i post the idea im planning? who tf knows. its gonna take. well idk how long itll take#unrelated
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think i got spoiled for life on mars bc i wanted to make a stupid fucking post abt gene x sam hatesex. TWICE spoiled
#when will i learn. i just wanted an image of them#anyways gene is straight but he WOULD do sam in like a roman way.#i mean they already had a fight club style post fight smoke sesh and ppl made bets on who wld pull a gun on the other first. if you get me#I DONT SHIP THEM BTW lol i just think its funny. theyre funny. genes stupid twink partner#also completely unrelated i think they implied gene got pegged in one ep ?! unless i misinterpreted the joke#sam is so funyyyyyy. my stupid fucking loser boy#chad 'gay boy science' sam vs virgin 'i am not gay' bbc watson#dude gay boy science makes me giggle so hard whenever i think abt it#apart from sam i rlly like annieeeeee.. ANNIEEEE... and chris too hes crazy funny#OHHHH i love this showwww.#i know theres a sequel series but its not abt sam so idgaffffff.#i cant look too hard to see if sam is in it bc of insane spoiler risk but mannnnn. MY BOYYYYY. come back to meeee#btw i think sammmm is bi. and transssss everyone get hit with my trans beam#love you sammy wammy#i hope the series finlae is good butttt whatver if not. s1 finale was sooooo good im happy w that as a nice good sam plot#s2 has felt kinda stupid compared but i guess we will see how it pans out. i only have like 3 eps left#will b very interesting.#i dont know and dont rlly have a theory rn but it seems like hes being used as a test subject moreso than being in hospital now as of s2#it wld be crazyyyy funny tho if it was like for real kinda time travel and theyre like 'pls say u didnt change anything too much' like Gulp#like obvs theres all the cases hes helped solve. but also weird timeloop stuff like seeing his 4 yr old self etc#but like dude hes also terrible. he just drops future facts abt politics and music and technology like . FOR FUN LOL#love u sammy PLEASE STAY SAFE
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just went through my following/followers tab for a long overdue clean-up. i mostly softblocked inactive blogs ( please follow again if you become active, i'll happily refollow ! ), and if we were mutuals and you'd like to be mutuals again, following again is totally fine ���️
#this is unrelated to anything and not because of something specific#but i think it's important to remember that rp is a two way street#i understand being shy!! because im super shy and its hard for me to work up the courage to meet new people#but sending asks or liking ooc posts or plotting posts is a great way to interact with minimal social contact#and at some point if no interaction is made (especially if i've made an effort) i just assume people don't want to write with me#which is fine! it's your space!#but i do like to write and interact with my mutuals and have that be a two way connection<3#tbd
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